IS SOMEONE STUCK

IS ALL THE VIOLENCE A CALL FOR HELP....

Why are we so tested from such a young age, is it just to break us into the system of life, or are we deliberately being trained? IS SOMEONE STUCK AND TRYING TO FIND ANOTHER WHO WILL HELP THEM, WHO WILL CONQUER ALL THESE TESTS AND TRIALS AND LEAVE A WAY OUT? When tested and we cannot help - why should we have the light.....that makes us fake.... Is this a question of elimination? IS THIS A CRY FROM THE DARK? When looking at both sides of the coin or placing both light and darkness on different sides of the scale to balance the scale......seeing both sides equally. WHAT DO WE FIND? We live in the light, make decision without all the information we need and then find ourselves trapped in a disastrous situation, or out of curiosity, interest and daring we enter into doors because it seems so inviting, interesting, exciting and become lost and can't find a way out. WHERE DO WE GO? We go to those in the light who can see what's going on, to give us a helping hand. We go to the preacher, the man of God who works for God and has no fear because he is employed by God and therefore under God's jurisdiction and protection, and is therefore able to intercede for us, show us the way out, give us the protection we need and guide us back to the light - and then what happens - ALL OUR HOPE IS QUENCHED AS WE FIND THEY ARE NOT PROPERLY TRAINED, NOT EVEN THE PREACHER KNOWS HOW TO HELP US...................can you imagine the SINKING HEART, THE HELPLESS FEAR, THE HORRIFYING TERROR OF : "there is NO man - there is NO help" - it's a devastating blow - it is probably the most terrifying experience we can have to realize, we have to leave this church again without the help we believed we would find there and the total isolation presses us onto the ground as darkness falls upon us. Our hearts fall right trough the bottomless pit of utter hopelessness.... Could this be why there is so much violence? The deep desperation of the calls of the crying souls?....©

Monica Maartens ©Copyright
17 Dec 2017

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