TRAINING AND DEVELOPMENT

BUILDING SKILLS

We should never be afraid of the cleansing, of coming into the light, of going through the process to the training stage. Many look the other way, pretend all is okay, because they FEAR TO COME FACE TO FACE WITH THEIR DEMONS, they FEAR EXPOSURE OF THEIR LIVES, they FEAR ALL THE HATRED, LOATHING AND EVIL TO BE EXPOSED, so they play a make believe game with themselves, that it's not there, but...it shines through in their words and deeds, in worries and fears, in sleepless nights, guilt and regrets that devour each new day. I KNOW, I USED TO DO THAT, I'd pretend it was just a nightmare and if I ignore it, it will go away, flick my hair back and pretend it is all okay...I don't care, while breaking up inside. THIS DOES NOT WORK. ALL WILL FACE THE DAY - DON'T BE TRAPPED ON THAT DAY. IT IS A MOUNTAIN WE ALL HAVE TO BREAK DOWN. JUST COME TO THE LIGHT... NOT FOR PUNISHMENT, BUT FOR RELEASE FROM THE PAST. THIS IS FOR ME.....LET THE PEOPLE TALK, SO WHAT, I AM GOING TO BE SET FREE AND THAT IS ALL THAT MATTERS.....ALL THE REST IS ELEMENTARY. In the light is all the help we need, and ONCE IN THE LIGHT.....THE DARKNESS IS TOO AFRAID OF EXPOSURE TO COME CLOSE... BECAUSE WHEN THEY COME CLOSE TO US THEIR DARKNESS AND EVIL IS EXPOSED BY THE LIGHT, SO THEY STAY AT A SAFE DISTANCE THROWING THEIR THREATS AT US.....CALL THEIR BLUFF AND SEE WHO RUNS ....THEY DO.....THEREFORE DO NOT BE AFRAID, THEY WILL NEVER ENTER INTO THE LIGHT, THEY ARE TERRIFIED OF IT...SO IT IS SAFETY FOR US...JUST COME....FIND THE FREEDOM OF RELEASE THROUGH UNDERSTANDING. REMEMBER ONE THING....THE LIGHT DOESN'T PUNISH, IT GIVES CLARITY, EXPLANATIONS, UNDERSTANDING AND RELEASE. This is really where the training already begins....seeing where and how we became trapped - why we became trapped - how we escape the trap - what we can learn from these experiences and where and how we can use this in our future purposes. All of us are born for a specific purpose and reason and this is background training to fill those purposes. Had we known it was just training, we wouldn't have experienced it with such deep intensity - we wouldn't have gained the right experience of total isolation, terrifying fear, the hollowness in our hearts, etc, we would have known we are okay and just floated past on the surface. So this part of the journey was based on a need to know basis.... Now why all the pain and sorrow - how could we ever help others without knowing the depth of pain ? How could we ever understand the depth of rage unless we understood the depth of pain that manifests in rage?.......©

Monica Maartens ©Copyright

21 Dec 2017