DEEP EMOTIONAL EMPTINESS

EMOTIONAL PATHS

Our emotional journey is the most complicated and intricate of any journey we will travel. We have thousands of emotions swirling around inside us throughout a life time. We have certain feelings for family, others for friends and still others for neighbours and colleagues in the workplace and playing fields. Emotions are a very tricky business especially when they control us and not us them - so - where do we draw the line? What is the controlling factor, how do we deal with this rollercoaster in life ? IT ALL BOILS DOWN TO UNDERSTANDING, FINDING THE MEANING BEHIND IT, THE REASON FOR IT AND ITS PURPOSE IN OUR LIFE......DOES IT SERVE A PURPOSE AND IF SO WHAT IS IT ? We go through life being broken and torn and we don't even know why......we so often ask "WHY ME"..... AND THEN THERE IS JUST THE SILENCE ANSWERING.......Most of us get hurt and simply shut down or withdraw from life, we build a solid steel wall around our heart with a massive DO NOT ENTER SIGN......recognize it ??? This makes it far worse because we end up WITH A HOLE IN OUR SOUL........A DEEP, DEEP, DESPERATE LONGING  AND EMPTINESS SWALLOWS US, BECAUSE WE STOP FEELING, WE STOP LIVING - WE MERELY EXIST.......WE ARE JUST HERE. This is where materialism comes in, we try and fill our lives with outer things - THIS DOES NOT AND CAN NOT FILL THAT HOLE INSIDE....THE SOUL IS GODS DOMAIN AND CAN BE FILLED BY NOTHING BUT GODLY LOVE....AND IT BECOMES WORSE AS WE FIND THE MATERIAL THINGS DON'T SATISFY US. This causes terrible trauma and frustration leading to anger and rage which results in violence and aggression. MAN IS LOVE IN A PHYSICAL VESSEL...... WE NEED TO LOVE AND BE LOVED TO EVER FIND THAT BALANCE AND COMPLETENESS THAT MAKES US HUMANE. It is simply how we are....don't even try to fight it, you cannot possibly win. Material things satisfy our eyes and fleshy lusts and desires, but only on a temporary basis....it keeps running out... We soon become accustomed and want more and more until eventually it doesn't satisfy us at all any more and then become very disgruntled and frustrated. Our flesh is but one fifth of who we are - what about the other four fifths that needs far more than the temporary material things ? Of course we will be unbalanced and moody, our four fifths is hungry and like a child will demand attention, except we do not know where these feelings come from and continuously pushed them aside. We are tragically unaware of where these demands and desires come from or how to deal with them so we end up in arguments, fighting and strife bringing enormous unhappiness and agitation into our lives. So let's dive deeper, let's see what we really need to become complete as living beings, where and how to find what we need to become full and deeply satisfied in all areas of our lives.
The next few days we are going to find guidance into the domains of the soul, spirit, mind and heart......THE REAL US THAT LIVE WITHIN THIS VESSEL OF FLESH. We will see what each one needs and where to find it so that all parts of us are content, happy and satisfied. Unless we deal with this we will remain empty, dissatisfied, grumpy and volatile.........©

Tomorrow we will start with the core of our being.....our soul......

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