HOLE IN A MY SOUL

WHERE  DO  I  FIT  IN

You know, we continually try to fit into the world - squeeze ourselves into jobs, suits and outer garments that make a statement for prestige and status, into positions of power covering our lives with falsehood and lies, pretending to be what we are not, due to circumstances and all sorts of expectations and false desires that we have, cheat, lie and steal for the big house and car, throw money around regardless of how we obtained it - we use the excuse of "the means justify the end" - but it doesn't, there are consequences and we always pay, maybe not with a court, justice and a prison sentence, but surely with grief, torment, loss of self respect and respect of others, enslaving ourselves with guilt and a deep sadness with A HOLE IN OUR SOUL. A soul is like an ambilical cord that is attached to a mother....in this case...to the giver of life, which is the Spirit of life. When we break away from this attachment, we are like a leaf that has fallen from a tree - we serve no further purpose, as we have become untrustworthy and risky because we cheat, and is blown around by the wind until we perish. That established.....let's see how we remain on the tree. Creation is not a science fiction story, it didn't just happen, didn't evolve from a piece of fungus. IT IS A DELIBERATE CREATION OF AMAZINGLY INTRICATE DESIGN WHERE EVERYTHING FITS IN LIKE GEARS TURNING A MASSIVE MACHINE, EACH CREATED FOR THE OTHER, WHAT ONE NEEDS THE OTHER PROVIDES, AS A SELF SUSTAINING OPERATION IN PERFECT HARMONY AND PERFECTION. Each creation has a defined purpose, a very important part to play, even though it may be tiny, in this enormous miracle of earth. Obviously there must be a master mind that designed each and every tiny little detail to fit like a perfect puzzle. It really is quite mind boggling when we take a closer look......it is simply astonishing. This creator was given a name - GOD - why God, I don't know - maybe it stands for : GREAT ORDER OF DIVINITY, or DESIGN, or DETAIL, or DESTINY ????  This spiritual life force is connected and attached to the Creator - God - it is simply a fact and no one has ever been able to prove that it is not true. It has been the source of all my answers to every question and problem I have ever encountered.....whether physical, health wise, mental, emotional or spiritual, and believe me, I have been in some of the deepest dungeons of darkness in life - very, very deep. 
THE BIGGEST MISTAKE WE MAKE IS TO TRY AND FIT INTO THE WORLD......WE SHOULD FIT INTO OURSELVES AND THE WORLD SERVES US. We take out of the world what we need to become complete. WE DO NOT FIT INTO THE WORLD - WE FIT INTO OUR SOULS WHERE ALL THE KNOWLEDGE AND WISDOM COMES FROM. We need to reconnect to the portals of divine wisdom through our soul and to do this we search the Kingdom of God, which is the joining of our spirit to Gods' Spirit - this is the switch we turn like a radio or computer, to tune into a station or network. THIS IS GODS' NETWORK AND THIS IS WHERE THE SOUL NEEDS TO BE. We have now opened the channel of communication between us and all the secrets and mysteries of life, all knowledge and wisdom of the ages and all things created. From here on the Spirit of life and light will guide us as the understanding flows through our soul continuously. WE HAVE NOW ANCHORED OUR SOULS....FROM HERE WE START BUILDING AN UNSINKABLE ARK OF WISDOM AND KNOWLEDGE..... NOW AND ONLY NOW WILL WE BE OKAY.......©

Tomorrow...we see how the spirit works.........

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